It’s been four years without you but there’s no way that’s true. I remember a week or two after you died the rest of us went to get coffee. It was one of the first times we had been out in public since the funeral. I felt angry that no one in the coffee shop knew we were grieving. Like I wanted to yell “my brother just died!” so they would stop smiling and the world would stop moving on without you. How did these people not even realize you were gone? These days I tend to carry my grief deeper in my heart. Is that coping or is that denial? Some…
laurenrschwarz
Sep 08, 2022
September 2, 2022
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It’s been four years without you but there’s no way that’s true. I remember a week or two after you died the rest of us went to get coffee. It was one of the first times we had been out in public since the funeral. I felt angry that no one in the coffee shop knew we were grieving. Like I wanted to yell “my brother just died!” so they would stop smiling and the world would stop moving on without you. How did these people not even realize you were gone? These days I tend to carry my grief deeper in my heart. Is that coping or is that denial? Some…